undecided ?

honestly , she doesnt know what to do :$ between the two she likes one but doesnt know what he wants .. and the other , likes her . the thing is , the two are close .. like really close . and now shes stuck between this and cant make her decission . she has butterflies at times she just glances at him .. she smiles when she sees him he makes her feel good about herself . he makes her a happier person just by the actions he does . and on the other hand the one after her has just gone to far .. she really doesnt know what to feel for him but yet she cant let it go ? she has to make up her mnd and she wants to do it soon , shes jsut scared she may be risking something that cant be undone or something that'll just hurt her even more .

and she is ..

is it true things change for the better ?

first everything was cool .. we were harsh tight . there were no problems between us , at all ! then what changed you ? you started to become retarded .. seriously . and i didnt want it to have to come down to this . the way things are being handled , the actions you guys are doing , the things you guys say about eachother . do you know what its like to be stuck in the middle ? i was there for you ALL the time . and im still trying to be .. but it seems like you take me for granted , i didnt do anything to you ! you want us to be cool so when your "FRIENDS" leave you ill be there ? but when things are apparently '"cool" im just there you treat me like im just some random person .

thanks for making me feel welcome , when in the beginning i welcomed myself . you werent actually there for me when i needed you . youd laugh off all my problems and id find someone to run to . thanks < 3 the space is meant to be there on purpose .. cause now theres space between us .